Wednesday

its fucking sad n really stupid!

today is very fucked up day for me! ari ni tbe2 teringin nk mkn McD.. so mtk tolong la my younger sis belikan.. coz dye da kt klcc.. i need to go to work.. ingt bia la dye belikn.. n i juz amek trus.. coz dye abes keje at 12.. i call her so many time dye tak jwb.. so tahap kesabaran i da kemuncak! pantang tol if org tak angkt phone.. then after da nk smpai bru dye angkt.. i cm what the hell!! org da la lapa.. n teringin lak tuh.. then dye call ckp da kt mcd.. so ingt ok la.. then after a while dye call balek ckp xde duet! i was like.......... hancur ati aku.. ye mayb u all ckp its a small matter.. but forme its not.. mmg teringin nk mkn mcd.. i juz dunno y.. n im fucking hungry.. somemore after keje kena trus balek.. ingt after keje nk la g mkn mcd jap.. but my husband ask me go home straight. coz got smthng kt uma.. so i need to be at home...

n one more thing.. time td pegi la cold storage kejap coz nk beli paper.. then tbe2 ade la sorg makhluk tuhan dye came to me n say "u ni wife to greg soliano ke?" i was like "huh?" n i asked her back "n u are?" n ngn langsi dye jawab "long lost frens" n she gave me this sluty smile n look at me like im a low class people.. aku cm hangin la.. da la aku nk mkn xdpt.. then minah ni nk wt hal lak.. lg naek la hangin aku! n haloo people.. im pregnent.. bnde cm ni bole buat aku nangis.. i just cannot believe that i cry on my way to office.. i just dunno why.. i feel so sad suddenly.. seriesly.. i want to eat mcd.. i really do.. n im hungry..

actually i really hate to be too emotional like this u knw.. but i cant just help it.. people dun understand sometime...dorg ingt aku sje2 nk nagis or nk emotional.. im not like this ok! my frens n family know me.. n i knw myself..im not like this.. i hate this.. n this is fucking sad n im really depressed!! n i dun want it!! fuck la.. i just want to be happy ok.. today,teus mood ilang ok.. my mood swing! fucking shit!

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