my son is 1 month now. he's big boy already. =) he know how to laugh already. he have greg's eyes. he always angry if he's hungry. haha. so damn cute he. that's my son. so cute n small. never give me trouble. i just llove him so much. owh n thank u baby for working hard for both of us syg. u the best husband in the world! =) i love u so much..
yup.. now tgh tggu baby nak kuwa. =) hahahha.. just cant wait.. but, sementara nak tggu baby ni kuwa, i got nthng to do.. byk bnde yg tak bole nak buat.. so, the only thing i can do is watch dvd kt bilik n clean.. hahaha.. but now da tak larat nak clean lebih2.. haih.. so, disbbkn i always in my room with my dvd, i have new series that i like to watch.. it's MONK.. it's about crazy detective yg giler particular bout germs and all.. mmg pembersih giler la..
punca tibe2 suke cite ni sbb greg la.. dye ckp nak follow any series.. so we no need to think what to watch.. last2 im the one who follow it.. sbb greg smtms tak de mse nk tgk.. he bz working.. pity him.. =( so now im watchng season 6.. ade lg satu season.. coz dye smpai season 7.. now tgh showing,so dvd lom kuwa lg.. huwaaaaaaaaaaa... =(( so this is the stuff that pregnent woman do when she's waiting for the baby to come out.. hahahaha...
i didnt mean to tell the whole word,just i really deppressed when people doin this to me. yeah its my fault coz i treat n look at people one kind. i just cannot help it. i dun want to pretend i like a person if i dun like them. its just smthng bout them i dun feel good about. is it wrong? sometime i just dont understand people.
if u flirt with people husband their wife ask u to back off,u should know better. its not my prob. u been married b4. so paham2 la. what do u think only me who hate other girls go out or chat with their husband? byk lg la other girls out there dont like. somemore im pregnent. u think i will do that such of things?
im really upset coz people accuse me like that. i really do. i really feel like i dont deserve to be with my husband. im really upset all these happen. i really do..
im counting days now. just cant wait to deliver. i hope evrythng gonna be okay. pray for me. i cant wait to be a mom. n greg cannot wait to be a dad. :) how cute is that~! i have nthng much to say also coz what i do is just stay home n watch dvd. that's all i can do though. i cant really go out. coz my leg is swallon. n i just have to stay home. =( greg is working so most of the time im with my baby. talking to him. n he kick really hard sometimes.
can u imagine how the baby look like after he come out? is it my face or greg's? hurm.. but he's gonna be so cute!! cant wait!!! hahahha..
it's normal bile husband n wife gado.. same like me n greg.. but sometime things out of control though.. =) but actually im happy with what i have now.. my frens know what happen to me i think.. (some of it).. but now we're ok. =)
being a wife is not that easy.. mcm2 nk kena buat.. bkn sng2 je u bole jd bini org.. even ur husband always at work.. after balik dye nk mkn la.. then have to layan him.. his baju all kena iron.. bilik kene sentiase kemas.. if not..... hahaha.. u knw la ape akn jd.. =P hehehe.. but so far,im ok.. i still can handle things..
in august im gonna give birth.. so,what happen when my stomach getting bigger?? hurm.. tell me boutt it.. i have to stop working.. i cant go out anymore like last time.. i have to be back b4 6.. my leg swallon n my hand also swallon.. my body is heavier.. n i can't walk to much.. im easily tired.. hurm.. so most of the time i have to stay home..
so enjoy my tummy pictures? soon i update again. =)
n one more thing.. time td pegi la cold storage kejap coz nk beli paper.. then tbe2 ade la sorg makhluk tuhan dye came to me n say "u ni wife to greg soliano ke?" i was like "huh?" n i asked her back "n u are?" n ngn langsi dye jawab "long lost frens" n she gave me this sluty smile n look at me like im a low class people.. aku cm hangin la.. da la aku nk mkn xdpt.. then minah ni nk wt hal lak.. lg naek la hangin aku! n haloo people.. im pregnent.. bnde cm ni bole buat aku nangis.. i just cannot believe that i cry on my way to office.. i just dunno why.. i feel so sad suddenly.. seriesly.. i want to eat mcd.. i really do.. n im hungry..
actually i really hate to be too emotional like this u knw.. but i cant just help it.. people dun understand sometime...dorg ingt aku sje2 nk nagis or nk emotional.. im not like this ok! my frens n family know me.. n i knw myself..im not like this.. i hate this.. n this is fucking sad n im really depressed!! n i dun want it!! fuck la.. i just want to be happy ok.. today,teus mood ilang ok.. my mood swing! fucking shit!
i xtao pulak motherhood is very fun n really amazing.!!
yeah,as u guys know im having baby boy in august,. =) so,im happy! still wonder mcm mne muke dye nnt.. like his daddy or his mummy.. hahaha.. cant wait till august.. i heard lot of stuff bout pregnancy ni.. agk scary la.. n agk ssh mao tdo mlm2.. =(( saket badan la.. saket kaki la.. adoii...
evry night mst bgn tgh2 mlm sbb kaki saket.. n i cant eat chicken!! huwaaaaaaaa.!! not a good news ok?! haiyoo... im so excited bout all this.. my stomach become big already now.. i went to scan n the baby is so cute.. sory la picture baby xde.. =((
n i cnnt use my jeans anymore.. only bole pkai suar yg longgar2 sahaje ok.. or use dress ke.. haiyooo.. all my t-shirt all da ketat.. n i gain weight.. a lot! 5kg already!! hahaha.. so damn fast! but im not fat ok?! huhuh.. im just sexy hot mama.. am i?? hehehhe.. but actually pregnent woman is sexy u knw.. hehhee..
coz its free scaning la.. hehhe.. but one thing i knw its a boy! can see his "thing".. hehehe.. just so cute lah! all these is a big n new experience for me.. n i went through all these with flying colors.. =)) but i still wonder how is the baby gonna look like la.! hahahha!! just cannot wait!!
p/s: im so excited smpai xbole tdo mlm2.. (but tdo gak kalu da pnt) hehehe
im hungry!! i want mcd.. =( da la sorg2 kt uma.. somemore lapa lak tuh! nk mkn ape? teringin nk mkn mcd.. but nk kuwa tak bole.. =(( huwaaaaaaa... pity me!!! nnt greg balek dye nk mkn ape pulak? adoi.. da xtao nk msk ape.. huwaaaaaaaaaaaa....
i just dunno la.. cm trus xde mood.
ni kejap je.. sementara menggu husband kesygan pulang dr keje.. hehehe.. perasaan bosan n tak tao nk buat ape bercampur aduk now.. haih.. sungguh penat... mahu menggu n tunggu.. bosan tao x??!!
xpe la.. nk buat cm ne.. =) kena happy juge.. btol x jihan? hahhaa.. always sebut name jihan! rndu la kt korg.. haih.. perut pon da besar.. so agk ssh.. but best.. look more seksi.. =))
ok la.. husband kesygan pon da smpai. =) nnt update lgik. haja jgn lupe bace nih! babap kang.. hehehe
just for fun update this unCOOL blog of mine! last time is more COOLer.. =(( ni yg nk nagis nih.. hish.. then bile da tak unCOOL cm malas nk buat balek lak.. lantak la ape nk jd.. actually got many things to talk about.. but i just dunno where to strt..hurm..
my husband working now.. n he is very busy.. im just doing part time but still busy jugak.. adeh.. cm ne la tuh.. n i do expecting smthng.. =) just cannot wait for IT. =) hope evrythng gonna be ok la.. insyallah..
so, i miss college though.. i miss fashion show.. n i miss the class.. its fun last time.. but i dunno now la.. they said our principal da mcm gile jek..i dunno y n i dun want to know y.. hahaha.. lucky im not there.. its ok.. one day i will continue my stdy in fashion again.. i do IN LOVE with fashion.. i want to be designer.. i really do.. tp if xde rezeki nk buat cm ne..
n now i miss my husband.. mmg tiap2 ari jmpe.. but ntah la.. he is a great husband.. we married for how many months already but rse cm bru2 je lg.. like jihan said, "u guys are married fara.. evryday u jmpe dye kot?" mmg la.. tp bile dye g keje cm rndu jek.. hehehe.. rse cm time tgh dating dulu2.. hehehe.. nnt u kawen u tao la jihan.. heheh...
so basiclly that's all yg happen.. if spe2 yg bce just pray for me n my family. =)
dye mmg minat giler kt minah ni.. so ni gmbr hot dye.. =))
lgpon now life cm ni je la.. =) still the same.. n nthng yg berubah.. just ade la ckt yg laen.. =)) but perubahan yg baek la.. heheh.. so i miss my frens.. but now,i have smthng else to thnk.. i knw my frens always be there for me but what to do.. things dffrnt now.. i love u guys n i will always do..
i wont forget about u guys.. i will rmmber u guys until i die.. but there some thing i wont forget.. many thng happen tp tak ley nk lupe.. smpai skrg.. ade yg tak elok n ade yg elok.. i just want to forget it.. but cm ne eyh?
very hard for me though.. but what to do.. hurm.. =) life must go on..
haihh.. i just wanna edit my blog but all like WRONG!! wrong people!! i dun have much time to update my blog n all.. but please help me.. =(( i just want to lose that stupid blue thing on my header.. i dun want that crap! haih.. what to do la now.. =((
so guys,happy new year again! wish u all the best! =))